Agnes Lim
8 Sept
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Innova JC
brandon
calvin tay
daniel
eereena
evelyn
grace ang
ing yen
jason
liyu
oriana`♥
peiqi
valerie`♥
weilin
wing yan`♥
xiuxian
yu ting
yun xuan`♥
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and i've finally understand what had happened!
it's all a misunderstanding.
but i guess, it's kinda too late to realise it now.
then i realised, how much pain i've brought upon you.
hurting you so much!
so all the more, i cant return!
cause i know,
i'm not worth your love anymore.
when i was talking to you last night,
i knew how much you had suffered.
you did those things which you considered silly in the past
now, you are the silly one.
i'm not worth your blood, your tears.
i cant help but cry while you are telling me those things.
i never knew,
someone would sacrifice so much for me.
frenz is still my choice...
[sorry]
last day of work Friday, January 30, 2009 @ 8:44 pm last day of work-
i dunoes if im happy or sad
happy cuz i finally no nid to work
no need to bear with the customers' f attitude.
i no need to see those peole i dont like.
i don't have to make myself so worn out.
and i can sleep until dont know wad time.
and i can have more time to be with my friends.
and finally, i can go shopping!
but sad cause i know,
i'll miss them dearly.
i'll miss their jokes, their presence.
miss counting money? crap.
i'll just miss everythingg.
and my workmates! DUH!
they treat me damn nice on the last day of work.
even head of cashier working in the morning shift gave me present.
which is chocolate
yinglun gave me ferrero, and barcadi.
i treasure my last day of work well.
i treat all customers nicely.
luckily, none of them show me any attitude.
i do everything i can!
time passed!
and its time to knock off.
hugg yoga and she seems to hold back her tears.
they asked me to study hard ans stuff.
quite sad though.
anyways, went to have supper
with kor, zhiwei, ah hao ans howe at mac.
kor gave me an ang bao.
and he treat me.
was joking throught the meal.
and i had 4 bodyguards to send me home.
wahhaha!
today,
woke up due to having cramps.
but still, went out to meet howe
went marina sq to buy wallet and pencil case at the wallet shop
and managed to win a discount voucher during the lucky draw.
wahaha
i spend less dhen 50bucks for both items!
hahas.
anyways, train down to hub
to shop for bag.
the bag i wanted dont have black.
so the salegirl went to call other outlet to check if there is any.
and i have to preorder.
paid a deposit of 10bucks.
bought mirror and wine opener too
then train home. ;)
im posted into innova jc!
lazy to appeal to nanyang jc
cuz the chances of entering is very slim.
im seriously serious about not being serious k?
Thursday, January 29, 2009 @ 11:39 am HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
1st day,
went to 2 temples!
at yishun and at loyang.
and cows were on display
as in REAL cows!
so dam bigg lahh!
and i touched it! =p
dhen drive to downtown east to watch love matters.
but the person dun let me buy
cuz they say i dun look like 16
so i nid my ic.
but i forgot bring.
so dint watch
and went to my relative hse to sit.
went balastier to eat dinner.
but the foood suck.
totally dint touch the dishes at all.
all i ate was a bowl of plain rice
dhen my sis and i left 1st
went to meet kiat at hub
while my sis went home.
cathay's show for wedding game was sold out
so tried our luck at jubilee.
but still, full hse.
so no choice but to watch love matters.
kiat watch it alr.
but he still watch another time.
hahas.
they dint ask for my ic this time round.
cooooL!
the show started at 9.25pm
its quite a funny show
and everything is bout sex content.
haha.
toook bus home after that.
and he send me home.
and kiat is a direction idiot.
dunoes how to walk to the bus stop
though i told him the way.
when he reached my bus stop to take bus home,
the buses that drove passed is all off service.
so he ask me, eh, why all bus off service ah?
dhen he went to check when is the last bus.
its 11plus,
but when he's talking to me,
its alr 12plus. ._.
so he had no choice but to walk to khatib mrt. =x
2nd day,
went out str to my mother side de relative hse.
and thats when my ang baos start flowing in.
hahas.
and the gamles start too!
played awhile,
at 1st started winning dhen i run alr.
but started losing in the end.
so in the end, i lose 2 bucks?
Lol?
but dint really haff the mood in the end la.
so played wiff my nieces.
left during evening.
dhen went to my father side de relative hse.
dhen went to eat at khatib till 11pm.
butter crab! ;)
ytd,
went to northpoint to meet kiat
cuz i nidda buy things.
and just nice he dun haff sku
or shud i say, he pon class.
hahas!
waited for him dam long!
and my phone no batt.
lucky i managed to spot him somewhr in the crowd.
ate at ljs.
and went to buy things at popular b4 he send me home.
and again, he dunoes the route to the bus stop.
anyways, had to work!
when my relative come my hse.
they ordered pizza
but i cant eat.
anyways, i recieved 3 ang baos!
woots!
theres not much customer.
i did like only 4plus k
so little!!!!
kip wanting to slp.
but they dismiss us from work quite early
11pm sharp!
haha.
went home.
and i had pizza,
cuz mama saved for me!
wooots!
gonna count my ang bao money!
anyway, today is my last day of work! =D
Sunday, January 25, 2009 @ 7:13 pm fri night,
was really busyy!
and our shop have to open till 12midnight
to attend all the customers.
and i went super high.
cuz kor bought me mocha coffee ice blended.
after drinking,
i talked to all the customer
and being dam friendly.
i really cant believe it!
and did 11.5k on that night!
went to eat mac wiff kor.
and he flare up before that
cuz da sao is sick
so we kip asking him to go home and take care of her.
after that, he explained to me.
but it meakes sense why he dun wanna go back.
eat until 2.30am
dhen walked home.
ytd,
dint haff enough slp
and went for work.
brought lotsa stuff,
like going camping..
soft toy,towel, powder, jacket.
lols.
ton-ing was dam fun!
close my counter at 1plus
to clean up my counter
and dhen help wiff all the sai kang job
sweep floor
mop floor
put back all the unwanted.
collect free gifts.
blahh blahh
and my name is always announce over the PA system.
"xin lei xin lei, pls come to counter 1, tgt wiff ur brooom"
everyone started laughingg.
luckily,
got buns and lou mai kai to eat
so everytime go there slack to eat.
and then keep chatting wiff ppl.
those i dunoes one.
haha!
went up and saw stacker guys slping
so cute lah their pose.
dhen do reciept and stuff.
until 7plus.
dunoes why ah boy ying lun so early come lorhhs.
and mayb i dint eat or i mix coffee wiff chicken essence , so i ended up wiff stomach pain
but is minor.
but still, haff to do work lahs.
i did 14k!!
and i balance!!
woooots!
got bonus from boss!
so happy lah!
and when i reach home,
i immediately slp.
till 1pm,
dhen i woke up for reunion lunch?
cuz bro isnt free at night.
after that, i went back to slp agains.
cant wait for tmr!!
HAPPY NIU YEAR EVERYONE! ;D
Friday, January 23, 2009 @ 11:33 am i haff nth to blog actually
just that i went to bugis wiff jinwan on tues
and i dint wanna spend any money
yet, i cudnt resist the temptation of a shirt!
and that stupid woman ask me buy!
but she spend more than me!
hahas!
we dun even haff any money left for lunch
and that kind soul bastard howe treat us to mac.
woooooooooots!
and finally,
we are out of work sooooon!
few more days!
YES, FEW MORE DAYS
and we gonna say bye bye!
alleluya!
but these few days gonna be very busyy for cashier!
everyday,
the crowd kip increasingg
i even do cashiering till i headache
but wad can i do,
just continue scanning la!
but new year is coming!!
my ang bao money is on the way tooo!
woooots!!
cant wait cant wait!!
i've been thinking bout euu these past few days,
but i guess i've hurt euu so much so that euu dint even wanna be frenz wiff me.
maybe thats my retribution for treating euu so bad.
i'll always rmb the night when euu came sobbing to me.
im so sorry.
just hope 1 day,
euu can be frenz wiff me,
and i know,
we can be really good frenz by then.
Sunday, January 18, 2009 @ 11:25 pm pics during swensens celebration:
jinwan's strawberyy super soda.
my mango lychee
my grilled fish sambal
darling!
bastard!
kaixuan, celine, me & darling.
@ 10:55 pm early in the morning (6am),
while i was walking to khatib for work,
i looked up in the sky
and saw many stars and of cuz moon.
i stood still for a while,
admiring it.
but i tot" it wud be perfect if only the moon is full"
and dhen i suddenly tot of the daily bread
God gave everything a name.
even every stars do have a name.
so fear nt that God doesnt know who euu are,
of cuz He does!
cuz his the Mighty God!
morning shift was dam fun!
everything is different from us.
met celine at khatib mrt
cuz im the earliest!
at 1st, theres nt a single customer,
so i was seeing celine chopping the newspaper.
until 8am,
everyone started strolling in.
and my hands dint stop all the way until afternoon.
and the feeling is dam shiok.
so i dint wanna go for lunch
but my stomach is growling,
yet, i haff no appetite.
kailing kor know that i wun eat,
so he made oats and gave me.
i feel more happy and free in the morning shift
maybe theres nt much stress
and i wun see those ppl i dun like.
when they came,
i totally sian half. =x
anyway,
my total is around 11k?
dam shiok
its the highest amount i've did.
imagine,
its like twice the amount i did during night shift.
yet, i dint balance!
50cents shorts.
but i thinks its quite a big accomplishment.
its like every 10 mins,
i'll change money
cuz every customer gave me 50$ to buy a small thing.
so my $10 notes fly away dam fast
anyway,
treat jinwan drink.
and peii yinglun, celine and a guy walked towards mrt.
immediately,
i went for a hair cut.
Love it!
at night,
went out wiff my family to chinatown.
had been so long ever since i went out wiff them.
quite happy!
guess i shud go slp.
ytd, i only slp 3hrs.
and survived the whole day wiff 1 cup of coffee.
Thursday, January 15, 2009 @ 1:10 pm
i was dam nervous on 12jan!
cuz im collecting my o level result!
oh manz.
couldnt slp the day b4
so chat wiff calvin on the phone till 3am.
the next day,
went to meet nuts, jy and calvin for lunch at bishan s11
but couldnt eat anything.
so just drank ice lemon tea.
dhen bus down to sku
the atmosphere is dam tensed.
couldnt help but prayed tgt wiff them
right outside the hall.
its quite coool holding hands tgt and pray
dhen the time arrive!
mdm tong was talking bout our result
how well we fair as compared to last yr.
overall, we sort of won them.
our class did very well for comb sci.
95%dist.
which means only 2 ppl get B.
woahh!!
88.1% of us can enter into jc.
and our class haff teh highest % dist for eng!
must really thank mrs anand.
not bad!
so mdm yeo gave out the result.
mrs anand t0ld me that i dint do well for eng.
so i gt a c5.
but overall, im quite satisified wiff my result.
eng-c5.
comb humans- b3
emaths- A2
amaths-B3
bio-c6
comb sci-A2
chinese-A1
CCA-A1
i love my result for comb human, comb sci and chinese!
comb sci is really unexpected.
cuz my chem is always borderline pass
suddenly jump to an A1
i screamed!
and when i counted my L1R5
i screamed agains
cuz it wad im hoping for.
L1R5-15
but can minus cca 2points.
so its 13.
and L1R4-12
i can enter into JC.
congrats to those who did very well.
and of cuz, i must thank God!
but im quite sad for my eng, bio and e maths.
i can do better one!
but im quite sad for my eng, bio and e maths.
i can do better one!
when mos to eat wiff ori, jy, cal
calvin treat me as he win me in my result
head home.
went out again to meet work mates for dinner at cwp swensens.
consisting of jinwan, daniel, shenghowe, celine, kai xuan, yinglun and his frens.
ate till 9plus dhen went home.
tues,
went to NYJC open hse wiff calvin.saw alot of ppl there
yongbang raynor and yanloon
dhen went to explore the sku tgt.
i really love the sku
and calvin wanna go into the sku cuz of the comfy seats in lib and lecturer rm
so dam P!
and he went to take the milo cuz its nice ans its FOC
.and he said, "if only everyday gt free milo drink,i sure come into this sku."
couldnt stand him.
dhen lunch in the canteen.
the foood is way better than amkss.
saw kee, maine theo and jas.
rushed back for work.
coldnt concentrate
all im thinking is wad jc to enter and wad subj to take.
but i've made up my mind i guess.
H1 econs
h2 phy
H2 chem
H2 maths.
mayb i'll still make amendments to it
anyway, went to weilin's hse on thurs
to submit my form.when i reach her hse,
she wore the same shirt as me.
and when im about to log in,
dhen i realised i dint bring my form A
so i ran back home to take!
rawrr!
but still,
i submit my form successfully.
1st choice- NYJC
2nd- Innova JC
3rd- Yishun JC
4th- Serangoon JC
5th-biomedical SP
6th- Biomeical NP
7th- Optometry
8th-Dental
9th- Vet
10-Food sci
11- Food sci
12- culinary.
anyway, i had a nightmare in the morn.
woke up cryingg.
so i quickly prayed to God.
Thank Him for giving me frenz
thanks for giving me the luxuy of having them.
and hoped He can protect them as much as how he protected me.
Thanks Father!
ytd,
spoke to shenghowe, jinwan, and kailing kor
over the phone till 4am.
was talking bout my problem
and how to solve it.
i really glad to have this bunch of work mate
especially jinwan who know me dam well.
thanks guys!
mayb,
its time i faced this problem.
wadever that comes my way,
i'll accept it.
goals without time limit are only wishes!
Sunday, January 11, 2009 @ 11:52 pm today, sun
went church wiff jinwan and her bf edward
he's quite easy to get along.
i've decided to open myself to God.
today, i prayed to Him.
and that woman teared.
went kfc to eat
and met sheng howe
before going to work.
sold like 15 cans of abalone.
dam happy.
and i dint eat my dinner
cuz i spent the time solving maths problem sum for vane.
cuz she had a very nasty customer.
in the end,
my moooood went low low low.
cuz during cashcount,
sthh bad happened.
and i got $10 more!
though manager ah hao treat us choco,
cuz of our gd result for abalone.
as we beat the morn shift.
i had no mooood to eat the choco.
tmr, is the RELEASE OF O LEVEL RESULT!
my mind is in a fix now.
excited as i'll be wearing sku uni
[though can wear home clothes]
and i can seee all my frenx and tchrs.
and return to my beloved alma mater.
and of cuz, i can get to see how i fair!
after all the hardship i've put in.
but nervous and scared
cuz if i did badly.
i really dunoes wad to do bout it.
rahh!
cant slp tonight
so probably i'll call up ppl to tok to.
i really hope i can get 12-15points!
so, i just hope Father God can bring me through this.
and let every individuals do well and get into skus of their choices.
Thank you God.
May god bless everyone!
tmr having dinner wiff all my workmates! =)
Friday, January 09, 2009 @ 11:33 am ytd went out wiff jinwan
early in the morning..
and the 1st thing i heard,
is her complaints bout her bf.
lols!
but she felt guilty after that
so she went to buy him a nike shirt at j8
walked around.
sian of shopping,
so went arcade to play!
play basketball shooting and bishi bashi.
i gt 157 for my basketball solo!
so dam happy.
dhen went sasa to buy make up.
dhen went to ljs and eat lunch
talking bout Os again.
saw daniel and his fren.
dhen when he came in,
he saw his fren working there too!
and just nice,
is the guy that serve us
dhen jinwan's church fren came in.
wad a small world!
on the way back to work,
were talking bout sku life.
how naughty we are in my sec 2 life
went watson to buy blusher and went for work.
was cashiering at counter 6.
so dam lot of ppl.
my hand dint stop scanning from 6+ onwards
until 9plus!
and the bills are all 100plus 200plus!
but the more i scan, the more high i am.
cuz im getting tired.
and my back's achingg.
im weirdd!
in the end,
i did like 8.2k in total! [wow!]
and the happy thing is i balance!!
dhen i go around hitting ppl and screaming!
like a madwoman!
okkies!
dhen went mac to eat wiff hao, kailing, wen and guo ting.
the guys are playingg psp mh2.
and they oso eat wrong medicine!
crazy!
totally laugh like siao!
homed by 1230am.
dhen went to ljs and eat lunch
talking bout Os again.
saw daniel and his fren.
dhen when he came in,
he saw his fren working there too!
and just nice,
is the guy that serve us
dhen jinwan's church fren came in.
wad a small world!
on the way back to work,
were talking bout sku life.
how naughty we are in my sec 2 life
went watson to buy blusher and went for work.
was cashiering at counter 6.
so dam lot of ppl.
my hand dint stop scanning from 6+ onwards
until 9plus!
and the bills are all 100plus 200plus!
but the more i scan, the more high i am.
cuz im getting tired.
and my back's achingg.
im weirdd!
in the end,
i did like 8.2k in total! [wow!]
and the happy thing is i balance!!
dhen i go around hitting ppl and screaming!
like a madwoman!
okkies!
dhen went mac to eat wiff hao, kailing, wen and guo ting.
the guys are playingg psp mh2.
and they oso eat wrong medicine!
crazy!
totally laugh like siao!
homed by 1230am.
forgiveness is the experience of healing that drains the poison from the wound!
Wednesday, January 07, 2009 @ 7:02 pm
ori at work
ytd, went marina wiff jinwan b4 workshopped-
and i bought a off shoulder shirt at 24$
the boss give us discount
cuz she say im her 1st customer.
dhen ate at gelare.
almost late for work lahh
so was rushingg.
haven even see the price of the vege
dhen was called to open counter
cuz alot of ppl.
so just borrowed shi fu's book and see.
gt 1 time,
i scan a total of 240$ without packer.
all by myself
the feeling dam shiok!
theres someone kena caught by police.
was thinking wad happen.
yet, i cant ask.
cuz im workingg.
today counter very late dhen close.
luckily balance!
luckily balance!
today,
went out wiff jinwan to marina
and bought a grey skinny at $15
dhen train down to orchard wisma
went cotton on and bought a shirt at $10.
dhen went to far east
and bought a blue button shirt at $40
think its ex.
but no choice,
cuz i like it very much and i gt my pay alr!
think its ex.
but no choice,
cuz i like it very much and i gt my pay alr!
so just buy.
walked jinwan to the mrt
and met val and theo there
went taka for lunch
was talking bout O level.
it'll be released at 12jan
omggs.
dam fast
less than 1 week pls!
wherever we go, all we can see is the letter O.
and went back to far east and shop
we are walking at a dam slow speeeed
slowest speed i've ever walk.
dhen decided to find ori at her workplace-novena fish &co.
was teasingg her.
she look different!
ordered brownie wiff ice cream.
forget wad the name is.
dhen met ah wen at novena
and went home tgt wiff val too.
finished buying CNY clothes alr
unless wanna buy make up and accessories.
dint went chalet,
cuz dun feel like going.
haff so many things to do.
and ori isnt going.
sorry guys!
to love is to be vulnerable!
Monday, January 05, 2009 @ 11:33 am skip service ytdd
cuz haven breakfast wiff wen
and guo ting.
in the end, went his hse slack awhile
dhen eat at khatib
before they went for work.
kailing kor dint work today
but he came down to shing shiong
and pass me tidbits!!
woooots!
thanks man!
i realise i've the m'sian accent when i speak
omggggs!
mayb its for the time being.
anyways,
shing shiong is getting busier wiff the new yr goods.
now, we haff 6 counters outside in the tent.
seems fun to be there.
wahaha!
but CNY cfm die one.
sure pack like siao one.
looooong queue till dunoes whr.
anyway, was at counter 4 ytd.
quite alright lah.
balance!
tmr is 2/3 class chalet.
yet i cant go.
only can go for the 2nd day.
but they are bbq-ing tmr.
sadded!
i really miss my frenz!
my nuts!
my clique!
and the guys!
ytd, i was on my bed thinkingg.
thinking of my past.
thinking wad had happened in 2008!
thinking how much fun i had when im schooling.
and dhen now,
wiff my work,
i dun haff time for them.
especially my nuts!
felt really sorry
and i teared!
wad i wanna say is:
I REALLY MISS EUU GUYS!
MISS THE FUN WE HAD!
learn sthh from the daily bread:
a man who has frenz must himself be friendly.
friends are seldom found, they are made!
Saturday, January 03, 2009 @ 12:37 am work was alright today!
managed to balance!
but got scolded right from the start.
sobs...
not alot of ppl.
after work,
went mac wiff wen to buy supper.
and help kailing kor and hao buy too.
cuz they nidda ton tonight
to look after the new yr gooods.
cuz its outside.
scared gt ppl steal.
tmr is wen's turn!
almost everything is up for CNY
so can feeel the atmosphere slowly.
woooooots!
anyways,
after buying mac,
went back to the tent and eat wiff them
and chatt.
and went home.
wen send me home,
so i ask parents no nid come fetch me.
im still feeeling hungry!
but dun wanna eat that much,
if nt my tummy will reveal gradually.
walls haff ears-
Friday, January 02, 2009 @ 1:26 pm wasnt in a good moood this few days
but thanks to wen, kor and jinwan and daniel
for all the nonsense!
especially the teh-teh guy! ;D
sorry for making euu guys worry yea?
whenever i carry a sad expression on my face,
euu all will realise it
and asked why.
and many times, euu all will try to humour me.
thanks!
and i still managed to balance!
despite my mood.
how i wish i can get out of this job asap.
really dread workingg.
especially when theres many complains and happenings!
ytd, yoga told me that i nvr log in for 2 bloody days!
woahh!
and my 80bucks just flew away like that!
how great!
wiff this 80bucks,
i can buy hell lots of things!
ie: 8shirts!
or even 2 shoes and 2 shirt
rawrr!
forget it..
just count myself as plain unluckyy.
now dhen tell me...
zzz.
but wad cheeers me up is that
i had double pay ytd!
cuz its new year!
woooots!
but im sad again!
cuz jinwan is nt coming work today!
so it shall be hell at work without her.
no joke no nthh.
just plain BORING!
shall kill her when she comes back!
off to work! zzz
Thursday, January 01, 2009 @ 1:31 am HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
went out wiff wen today
met him at his hse
cuz he's living just one small path away
dam near!
company him bought mattress, pillow, and stuffs
cuz he just move in ytdd.
he's living wiff ah shun and guo ting.
went to his hse and put stuff dhen went lunch.
after that train down to marina
to search for my shoes.
couldnt find anything
until i went suntec.
saw a nice one,
but dint really desire to haff it
but just buy cuz alr dun haff nicer ones.
and im wearing it tmr alr.
wen dam nice.
cuz we just pass by an accessories shop.
dhen i just say i like star braclet,
so i just put on.
just nice, the salesgirl came.
and he ask how much
dhen he pay alr.
when i dun even haff the time to take it off and put it back
cuz i holding 2phones cuz sending songs.
anyhow spend money one.
train down to bugis
cuz he wanna buy his stuff
but was quite tired alr.
so just walk abit at bugis street
dhen went bugis junct foodcourt for dinner
dhen went to khatib!
went ck and ntuc to check on the price
really nice to haff him.
cuz can compare prices see shing shiong or anywhere else cheaper.
can save alot of money!!
bought some tidbits and went his hse.
until 10plus pm dhen leave
waited for kailing kor and ah hao to finsihed work.
and countdown tgt.
after countdown went to coffeeshop and haff supper.
ate half of the fried rice
dhen stomach pain
since ytd night.
but nt very pain,
can still bear wiff it.
but wen told me nt to eat alr.
walked home wiff guo ting and wen
so great to haff 2 bodyguards! ;D
wen pay for everything today,
except for my shoes.
he wanna pay half but i say no nid.
silly boy.
kip wasting money!
A VERY WARM WELCOME TO YEAR 2009!
AND FAREWELL TO YEAR 2008!
NEW YEAR; NEW RESOLUTIONS!
1) hope i can get good result for my o levels!
2) hope it can be a happy and successful year for everyone!
in year 2008,
theres many unhappy happenings.
and there's recession.
quite stress up this yr due to o levels.
but its over now!
WOOHOO!
so looking forward to year 2009!
hope good things are coming my way!
ps: im 17years old!