Agnes Lim
8 Sept
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calvin tay
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was moody since morning.
cuz when i wanna go out to meet jinwan and daniel for church,
i realised my shoes are gone!
so dam pissed.
dunoes who wanna stole
its not new nor branded.
maybe she's that poor?
haff to waste money on shoes agains.
so went late for church
only sang 1 song. =(
lesson learnt:
1) judge urself before euu judge others
2)if euu dun forgive others, God will not forgive euu.
so i've alr forgive and forget everything that had happened.
went to eat at cwp.
daniel treat me kfc
cuz i've no moneyy.
still early
so went to daniel hse
sat by the stairs while he go prepare.
started talking bad about the ppl in shing shiong.
began to dread going to work.
cuz dun like to see some ppl there.
but still haff to go.
at least i still haff my frenz, and kor there.
did counter 6 wiff shi fu.
both of us super bad moood.
for me, i kip scolding vulgar =x
while she gives attitude.
but still managed to balance!
monday~
ate wiff shi fu and ah wen
b4 they come to work.
shi fu showed me her wedding photo.
and couldnt believe that she's 3mth pregnant
cuz her stomach is flat!
heard that gt ppl complain bout me and shi fu
bout ytd attitude.
but yoga dint say anythingg
only give me that kinda face.
did counter 8
dint feel sian at all
cuz i dun feel like working.
theres a new yr celebration going on.
dam noisy
but all i can do is listen,
cuz cant see.
balance again!!
ah wen treat me yoghurt drink!
anyway, changed my toilet dooors.
cool!
today~
cashiering at counter 7.
dint know so borrowed jacket from meiyun.
but wasnt that cold
until night.
did 5kplus?
and i balance!
so dam happy!
kip shouting..
ahwen treat me green tea!
and got one vege dept come ask me for number
and the way he ask is dam outdated
write on the paper :"may i haff ur num"
dhen i reply lorh.
haha
so texting him during dinner.
and daniel told me a joke!
laugh like mad.
ppl tot i crazyy.
hahas.
homed!
tmr no nid work!
can go out celebrate!
really cant wait for new yr!
Sunday, December 28, 2008 @ 12:03 am todays,
were at counter 8!
quite boringg.
haha
purposely say for caiyan jie to see.
ate my dinner on the floor
cuz was talking to yongjun.
luckily gt kailing kor, zhiwei and ah hee
to talk to outside the counter
but its dam hot la!!
though theres fan,
it seem like its blowing out hot air.
cudnt stand it!
even kailing kor cant stand it!
managed to balance!
last sun~
chocolate waffle at gelare
during xmas eve!
spore $20 note!
Saturday, December 27, 2008 @ 9:49 am 星期四~
我还以为会有比较少的顾客
但我错了!
幸好我有packer帮我!
我当天还作的满开心
因为薪水是双倍!
那就是说一个小时,赚十一块!
wooohooo!
听说一月一号也一样哦!
当我在counter 6 的时候,
面前都是新鲜的萍果,
越看越想吃.
所以就叫兰姐有空的时候帮我选.
谢谢志伟送我们巧克力作为圣诞礼物!
星期五~
我觉得自己好幸福哦!
因为我身边有那么多疼我的人
就说昨天好了,
吃晚饭时,
文买给我otah加料.
就是因为跟他出去的时候
我只是随便说说而巳
没想到他会记得!
傻瓜!
他又给我六包hello panda 饼干吃!
凯凌哥也对我很好
他买bubble tea给我
在吃饭的时候喝!
他们真的对我好好哦!
我去看戏了!
bye!
(dunoes why i type in chi oso)
Thursday, December 25, 2008 @ 1:40 am MERRY CHRISTMAS!
met ah wen at 5plus
at khatib mrt.
dhen went to chu jing's house.
ah long and the rest are there
went to play frenster
his 2 other frenz came.
they bought sprays!
60plus in total.
was shocked!
tot couldnt finish
but nahh,
by 12am,
we finished it alr.
went to far east and eat 1st
dhen started spraying ppl.
by then,
alot of ppl joined us,
all their frenz
stand by the stairs at paragon and started sprayingg
kip walking around to find good spot.
was sprayed too.
its stickyy.
saw more and more shengsiong ppl.
so stood tgt and spray others.
they spray one of us,
they kena all.
at 12plus,
shenghowe, kailing, ah hao and their spouses came.
they sprayed at us
but we haff no "weapon" left
so just kena lor.
took pic!
all sheng shiong ppl took 1.
but earlier on,
i dint ttake any photo.
cuz was too tired
and somemore,
so many ppl crowding around the decoration.
seeem like cant even took a proper pic
wiff so many ppl walking pass.
cab homed.
thanks ah wen for sending me home.
still haff to work on christmas!!
Wednesday, December 24, 2008 @ 11:18 am ytd,
went out wiff jinwan and daniel to town
waited for daniel for very looong.
shop around far east
and jinwan bought her shirt.
soooon,
went to gelare to eat lunch
actually dun wanna go,
but daniel won the bet
so went to eat
ordered waffle.
jinwan treat me!
but the waffle is too chocolaty.
so was quite full after that
rushed back for work.
kailing bought me stuffs again!!
ltr going out!
but its kinda freezing outside.
happy mxas eve!!
Monday, December 22, 2008 @ 12:16 pm ytd,
went to church wiff jinwan
we were on time!
started singing xmas songs.
quite fun!
dhen as the pastor prayed,
i teared for dunoes wad reason.
learn sth new:
God is the only solution to sin!
went to causeway point.
bought bread at cold storage as lunch
dhen wanna take passport photo,
but i haff no money
and they only allow nets if euu spend 10$ and above.
so jinwan tried to redraw money,
at 1st cant,
so we went to try the other one.
dhen managed to draw $20.
met shenghowe and off to work tgt.
at counter 9...
so dam boredd!
i became the fruit seller.
i can tell them the price of the fruit str away
some even ask me choose watermelon for them...
but i dunoes how.
haha!
gt bacon and tang yuan ate for dinner
the company treat us!
kailing helped me save tangyuan for me.
and i haven eat those my mum cooked.
kailing treat me yoghurt drink and cherries!
he's dam nice as a kor!
was smsing him during work!
and he's looking at me thru the camera.
so funny!
zhiwei treat me and while staffs watermelon.
haha!
quite a happy day today.
but i broke an egg while scanning.
no choice but to clean it away
dhen my hand dam smelly.
calvin called ytd night
was quite surprised!
really miss his presence!
rawrr!
chat bout lots of stuffs
wad had happened for these past few weeks.
the call lasted for 2hrs plus?
he was dam random,
think he's nt using his brain then.
cuz i told him i 31dec just nice on leave,
so can go countdown.
dhen he said:"on grass?"
dhen i paused for a few sec dhen laughed
laughed for dam looong.
he's dam silly.
and i've learn sth from pastor too:
euu've nth to lose, but everything to gain!
this is so dam true!!
though euu lost ur job, failed in exams or relationship,
wad euu've gain is the experience and more!
before euu recieve, euu give-
Saturday, December 20, 2008 @ 11:57 pm
were cashiering at counter 8 for both days
nt as bad as counter 9!!
at least i gt ah hee, zhiwei, caiyan, kailing to talk to.
and kailing treat me bubble tea.
time pass quite fast wiff them around.
today, met jinwan at 1plus
rushed home cuz actually im at khatib
luckily, able to meet her on time.
ate fries only
cuz earlier, ate abit of sushi.
5cent more today,
and i understand how i gt it
anw, ytd night,
someone jumped down from my building
and its just next to my window.
so when i look down,
can see the blood in the drain.
he's quite unlucky to hit his head against the sharp edge of the drain.
however, i dint witness the whole scene.
my sis saw the body
he was still alive when the ambulance came.
everyone was so scared last night.
but sis dun dare to slp.
however, today,
my sis text me during work,
say got monks chanting at that spot.
so i guess....
tmr, im cashiering at counter 9.
so boreddd!!
my condolence-
nt as bad as counter 9!!
at least i gt ah hee, zhiwei, caiyan, kailing to talk to.
and kailing treat me bubble tea.
time pass quite fast wiff them around.
today, met jinwan at 1plus
rushed home cuz actually im at khatib
luckily, able to meet her on time.
ate fries only
cuz earlier, ate abit of sushi.
5cent more today,
and i understand how i gt it
anw, ytd night,
someone jumped down from my building
and its just next to my window.
so when i look down,
can see the blood in the drain.
he's quite unlucky to hit his head against the sharp edge of the drain.
however, i dint witness the whole scene.
my sis saw the body
he was still alive when the ambulance came.
everyone was so scared last night.
but sis dun dare to slp.
however, today,
my sis text me during work,
say got monks chanting at that spot.
so i guess....
tmr, im cashiering at counter 9.
so boreddd!!
my condolence-
Friday, December 19, 2008 @ 12:43 pm just chatted wiff my shi fu on the phone.
though she's in this situation,
she still cheered me up
and showed her concern
thanks shi fu.
hope my shi fu is alright too!
may god bless her!
Thursday, December 18, 2008 @ 11:52 pm i dunoes wads wrong wiff me.
feeling stressed up when im workingg.
cuz i haff to restock the plastic bags,
but more customers flowing in.
of cuz haff to attend to them
but i realised my coins are nt enough,
but no one was there to help me.
and everytime i double scan, haff to call zhiwei to minus,
when he's so busy.
so felt kinda bad.
and the customers kip saying wanna exchange stuff, or dun wan some stuff.
dhen gt one customer said i nvr gave her the change.
so i just gave her the money.
just nice yoga was there,
so i just ask her take over me
when i go toilet and cry
cuz i felt dam stressed up.
dam confused at that time.
cried for quite lonng,
nose red, eyes red.
dhen went back,
saw cai yan, she asked me wad happen
dhen i break down agains.
ah hao and ah wen there tooo.
a nice promoter gave me tissues.
went back toilet to wash face.
kept telling myself in the mirror that i can do it.
decided to go back and do cashiering.
dhen i realised,
the ppl are all quite nice.
ah hao treat me orange juice
though i told him i dun wan
shenghowe gave me a pat on the back,
but it meant alot alr.
ah wen kept asking me to smile and nt be sad.
dhen kailing kept trying to make me smile.
auntie packer all come help me restock plastic bag and pack,
though they are busy.
really felt quite touched!
thanks guys!!
cuatomers too.
think they know i just cried,
so will talk to me, said thankyouu and stuff.
gradually, i haff confidence in myself agains.
but my packer auntie haff to suffer,
cuz she haff to pack.
lols.
quite surprised that after all these problems i faced,
i still managed to balance!
yayness!
daniel paste a 'paid' sticker on me.
dhen jinwan that woman kept laughingg.
luckily ah hao found out,
dhen i paste on ah wen,
dhen he paste on kailing.
but he dunoes.
so funny!
homed!!
distant-
Wednesday, December 17, 2008 @ 8:09 pm ytd, work is alright
except for the last part.
jinwan's mood is getting worse.
me no better.
i caused ah wen to be scolded by shi fu.
though he's alright wiff it.
he know im sad cuz of this thingg.
so he secretly put choco into my bag!
cuz he gt my locker key.
so surprise!
thanks wen! =)
went out wiff jinwan today!
met at 12 at khatib
and train down to bugis.
omggs, its getting so boring alr.
coudlnt find any nice shirt.
so i've concluded that shopping is boringg!
but still,
i bought a shirt for ah wen bday
and a shirt for myselff.
and make up remover.
ate sakae sushi buffet
spent 2hrs inside.
dying of fullness
i just ate 10plates.
treat jinwan as i've said
cuz she's feeling down ytdd.
the bill is $44.
both of us have 2 drinks each.
im a shui tong.
in the end,
she cant finished hers so i drank up for her.
while eating, i spilled the soy sauce onto my shirt.
so went to change into the new shirt i bought.
and i realised,
my tummy is so BIG!
train down to orchard
shop at far east
bought a vest.
dhen went off at 7pm
this woman is dam funny.
she kip asking if her voice is sexy?
cuz she's having cough and flu.
and she wan her voice to be man!
im tired!!
spent a total of $110 today.
heart pain
as its equal to me having to work 3 days!
ps: my tummy's still big. =(
the amount of peas i ate
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO AH WEN! ;D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAI LING! ;D
Tuesday, December 16, 2008 @ 11:32 am work was a bore ytd!
went to the isolated counter.
nobody one.
all i do was pack the tidbits,
tie strings, and pack the lucky draw nicely.
and i just stone.
look at those passer bys.
but in the end, still short of 20cents.
think im nt focusing at all.
cuz cant get used to the comp.
no scanner.
only gt the 'gun'.
and the comp is super lagg.
cant stand it.
why cant euu understand-
Monday, December 15, 2008 @ 12:32 pm A Little Too Not Over You :
Oohhhh oh, oh..
It never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.
Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....
Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.
Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh..
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh.
Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you, oohhh..
a lil too not over you-david archuleta
@ 11:55 am went to church wiff jinwan ytd b4 work.
the church is in her sku.
cuz she's studying in christ church.
felt kinda enlighten
when they are talking bout God.
without realising,
im actually singing tgt wiff them.
felt kinda enlighten!
but dunoes why feel like crying when im singing.
now, i understand how yunxuan can get over her past alr.
the service ended at 12noon.
met a few jinwan's bmt seniors.
they are quite friendly.
1 say that i look like 18yrs old.
i've learnt sthh,
when euu are being pushed to the walls,
ur knees haff to go to the floor.
left at 12.15pm
and this woman fed me wiff choco
and more choco!
when both of us are sickk.
now my flu worse alr.
dam irritaingg.
work was fine!
my tao (yoga) said that if all of us balance,
she will treat us food.
she's kinda unlucky or shud i say lucky.
cuz right after she said that,
that night,
all of us balance!
so she treat us pringles.
in total, she bought 12 cans of pringles.
haha!
thanks yoga!
prayers answered!
Saturday, December 13, 2008 @ 10:12 pm it has been 477days alr.
during this period,
all the spices in life i've alr experience.
so i guess, this time round,
im used to it alr.
since its nt the very 1st time.
my heart had broken many times too.
so im kinda numb.
but seeing euu cry,
i cant help but to cry alongg.
as it is a 15mthplus relationhip.
like wad many ppl said,
mayb this relationship is a mistake in the 1st place.
yet, i still ignore and carry on.
but wad im disappointed in most is that,
during this period of time,
euu cant forget her.
i knew it,
yet im still continue to love euu nonetheless.
though im bluffing myself.
cuz deep in my heart,
i told myself that i can make euu forget her.
i tot i've succeeded.
but then i realised i failed
when euu actually went out wiff her.
i really couldnt take this blow,
though it may seem like a minor one to euu.
but haff euu been looking from my point of view?
once the nail is being hammered into the wood,
though it had been removed,
theres still holes left behind.
honestly, i cud see that euu've changed.
trying to make me feel happier.
im glad for the improvement.
but i just cant bring myselff to forget bout the incident.
sorry.
all along i've tried my best to be a good gf.
i tot is cuz im nt good enough for euu,
causing euu to not forget her.
but sometimes,
i'll feel like its a one sided love.
when im so caring for euu,
yet i get the coldness back.
i felt that im not important to euu.
sometimes,
i felt tired of trying and more tryingg.
moreover, there are many other factors.
i haff to work,
so i haff less time for euu.
so i dun wan to make euu suffer,
or feel locked up cuz of me.
euu can go make new frenz
and hang out wiff them.
wad i can say is,
i still love euu,
yet i haff to let go.
to make both of us feel better.
hope euu understand.
thanks for making me happy
and felt loved.
thanks for showing me that
euu actually cared for me.
thank euu for being my love...
its the last time i looked at ur backview.
guess, after tonight,
we wun be seeing each other anymore.
maybe euu dun even wanna be my fren.
its alright,
i'll understand...
just take good care of urselff.
farewell-
@ 10:16 am hehex.
shall blog whenever i can!
lest some ppl misses me.
opps =x
i am happy today!!!
wahaha!
slept at 2+am.
and woke up at 9.30!
miracle yea?
anw, im getting sick alr.
flu and sore throat.
must be that woman jinwan pass it to me!!
bite her!
she's gonna work today
without me.
she will miss me!!
but she misses her bf more!!
*slapp*
kinda misses work. =x
i think im work fanatic alr.
wheeeeeeeeeee!
ok bye!
(random)
Friday, December 12, 2008 @ 11:49 pm im back from work!! ;)
today is a fun and enjoyable work time.
my packer auntie is dam humorous la!
keep chatting wiff her.
saw an ah gua.
ppl are talking bout him.
lol!
manage to balance!
quite happy.
but 1st time see yoga so fierce. =(
anw, went to hub wiff jinwan again.
bought a short sleeve cardigan
money fly away.
wanted to buy anther one at pepper plus.
but i controlled.
jinwan too.
we shant spend money until we go bugis.
anw, im getting excited bout work on 24jan
must work OT until next day morning.
shiok!!
can ton wiff my work mates alr.
seeing everyone yawn can be a very fun thing too! =)
CANT WAIT!
bb ended his course alr. ;)
@ 12:04 am kinda sad and happy today.
how how?
but cant say anythingg.
only jinwan can know.
dint haff the moood to do cashieringg.
but ah wen, ah hao, caiyan, kailing, daniel and customer lighten up my mood
so felt abit better.
thanks guys for ur concern.
thanks ah hao for treating me ice cream.
and ah wen telling me jokes.
at 1st he tot i angry wiff him.
kinda funny.
for some reason,
he got nails in his arm.
i can feel it too.
kinda scaryy but i like to presss. =x
and ah hao said that he teng me the most.
but i just like to suan him alott!
opps =x
but i felt kinda sad that,
i wont be seeing them after jan.
unless i come back to work.
really will miss them lots!
lastly,
I LOVE MY JOB! ;D
especially wiff them around.
i will nvrr get bored.
LOVE THEM LOTSS!! x3
Thursday, December 11, 2008 @ 11:10 am I've been alone so many nights now,
And I've been waitin' for the stars to fall.
I keep holdin' out for what I don't know
To be with you, just to be with you.
So here I am staring at the moon tonight,
Wondering how you look in this light.
Maybe you're somewhere thinkin' about me too.
To be with you, there's nothing I wouldn't do.
And I can't imagine two worlds spinnin' apart
Come together eventually..
And when we finally meet, I'll know it's right.
I'll be at the end of my restless road.
But this journey, it was worth the fight.
To be with you, just to be...
Holding you for the very first time, never letting go.
What I wouldn't give to feel that way... Ooohh...
Oh, to be with you...
Oh, and I can't imagine two worlds spinnin' apart
Come together eventually.
And when you're standin' here in front of me,
That's when I know that God does exist.
'Cause He will have answered every single prayer.
To be with you, just to be with you, yeah. You....
to be with you- david archuleta
@ 12:05 am went to play bmt wiff my work mates
who include jinwan, sheng hao, daniel, kaixuan and her bf.
kaixuan and daniel are on leave.
so camt to join us.
for goodness sake, jinwan and sheng hao are bmt captains of christ church.
rawrr!
but quite funn.
ate lunch at buddy hoagies
start work.
finally, its balanced!!
somemore im using the busiest counter.
the feelinggg is ......
DAM SHIOK!! ;D
today, balanced again.
but im at the slack slack counter.
nt much ppl.
nobody to tok to too.
dam boringg.
kena prick by prawn again.
but this time, deeper cut.
can actually see my flesh!
anw, went out wiff jinwan to hub b4 work.
haven got pay yet,
and im alr started eyeing on clothes.
bought a bra today.
jinwan bought too.
ate amk newly open ljs.
chatted alot bout many many stuffs.
and she know my new dirty lil secret. =p
was almost late for work.
all i can say is,
my work mates and my taos all very good!!! ;D
Saturday, December 06, 2008 @ 11:14 am work ytd was fun but scary too.
fun cuz the 2 counters beside me
are my frenz jinwan and wen kai take.
so can chit chat abit.
discussing whr to go next week.
dhen the dinner nt very nice.
so dint eat much.
felt hungry still
so went to buy pokey and eat secretly
when theres no customer. =x
but scary cuz im alone at the counter.
the busiest counter.
so quite stress up
when alot of customer queueingg.
rawr!
in the end, short of $1. =(
jiayouus for today!
Thursday, December 04, 2008 @ 1:12 pm
tis is my pass
haff to wear this during work!
dint really haff the time to blog
since the start of my work on mon.
everyday, haff to work from 3pm-11pm.
reached home jiu slp until the next day 10am.
watch tv for a while dhen haff to go for work alr.
thats my routine everyday.
as for today, im on leave.
so haff the time to blog.
anw, on the 1st day, its quite tiring.
and my leg aches like shyt.
alot of wounds on my hand alr.
cuz kena prick by the prawns, crabs and more.
the food was so-so.
but luckily, my shi fu is pretty and nice.
though during work, she's abit strict.
its understandable.
the staffs are very nice too.
met some new frenz, who are same age as me.
haha.
at 1st, i tot cashier is an easy job.
but nah...
haff to rmb all the bar code for fruits
and the price for every vege.
everyday, my profit cudnt tally well.
either short change 20cents or more.
1st day, i shortchange $2
2nd day, shortchange 20cents.
3rd day, 20bucks more!
quite sadded.
and now, wiff this job,
i cudnt catch up wiff my frenz,
and even my bf.
dint haff time for them.
felt kinda guilty..
but wad i've learn from this job is,
humans are ugly.
i've seen many kinda of human.
greedy, hot tempered, impatient, minor stuff and they'll complain.
but my shi fu said,
theres more to come.
all we can do is,
dun take it to heart.
once they step out of the door,
everything will be fine.
customer is always right!
ytd, is quite an unlucky day.
apart from the 20bucks more issue,
dhen haff to write report,
another thing is,
customer lodge a complaint on the newspaper.
saying that our boss, is nt good to staffs.
and our wines had gone missing. =(
shall rest for today.
wad goes around comes around-